Rest in Peace.. Papa Rabbit 2009 - 7th January 2017 I'm sorry you didn't enjoyed life enough.. I prayed that you are happily in heaven right now. Love you!

We were at Akasaka Blitz for m.o.v.e's last show. We could remember every moment, with the most memorable being yuri saw us while singing Disco Time, then brought tears to her eyes and couldn't carry on the verse. She even waved at me, despite me looking somewhere else, she waited till I saw before giving me a nod. What a princess. Love you, yuri!

Yuri "Ah I remembered you!" me LOL. Love the picture taken with her!

Yuri smiled and waved at me! She recognized us!

Dear Ace,

I love you!! I really do. You are the reason I look forward to going home everyday.
I love how you make noise every time we are at the door step.
I love how you screamed at me when I didn't give you what you want, or locked you in the kitchen.
I hate how you always bite my toes when I'm inside the blanket, but I love your presence.
I love how you make those noise when you are playing catching laser. And I'm sorry how I make you fly up to the wall with the laser and watch you fall. But I love that you are actually enjoying.
I love the laughter you always bring to us.
I love the way each morning you always greeted me when you saw me woke up.
I love the way you follow me around when I woke up, screaming at me at the same time.
I love the way you followed me into the toilet, and when I pee, you swung your long tail around the toilet bowl that some of my pee hit your tail. I did not dare to tell mama that. But I did wash up for you, didn't I?
I love the way you hold the new chicken toy all by yourself, refusing to let others play.
I am sorry I have to take the toy away from you, but I just want to see you get disappointed. I'm sorry. But I gave it back to you, I can't bear for you to be sad.

I love that when you were younger, no matter how we wake you up while you are sleeping, you wouldn't give a damn and carried on sleeping.
I love how White White bullied you, and yet you don't give a damn.

You are one special cat. The one cat that makes me feel like you aren't actually a cat, but a monkey, or a devil, trapped in a cat's body. Do you like how I stretch your long long body and mimic you as a machine gun? Do you like the party-mix we always give you?

Just days ago before we fly off, the last night I slept over, you were playing with me and Esther in the room. Lasers, and blankets and pillows. Your favorite. I hope you really enjoyed that last time you played with us.

You always got lost after staying out at the same time. When we realize you are lost, we shouted for you and you always screamed for help. We always find you at the top floor. You monkey, draining our energy. But I cannot explain how relieve I am when I see Esther carrying you down.

You are the favorite. Mine, Esther's, my brother's, everybody's favorite. We begged to mama not to give you away. But I know mama couldn't bear to give you away too, and just teasing us. Even when we are not around, hearing how mama describe about you brings laughter to us. Like the last time, mama said you watched TV for full 20 minutes. That's the power you have. Bringing laughter to us.

This one fateful day, you got lost again. I remember seeing you running out of the door when we are back from Vietnam. While we are inside conversing, I remember you jumping around the window peeking at us. I asked Esther to open the door for you, she was too engrossed in the conversation. I think nothing could go wrong and went washing up and start working in the room.

Then I hear them shouting for you again. I was thinking, "not again. Well you will be at the top floor". After some time we searched around, and you didn't scream out for help like you always did, my heart started to fell.

When Geffree said he found you at the void deck, I rushed down. When I see you motionless, my heart sank. I cried out so loud, despite the presence of strangers around. I begged for you to wake up. When you didn't, we have to accept the fact that you are gone. We buried you beside Ah Boy so you have a mate. But don't you bully him like how you bullied the rest, you rascal!

Now I'm typing this in tears. Did you know I cried the whole night? Everytime I closed my eyes, I saw you. I don't know how long will this last.

But forget about my depression, I just wished that you really are in a better place with the Lord.

Dear Lord, please take care of him and let him wander around in your kingdom. Don't punish him for being naughty. I promise you his playfulness will brings you laughter for eternity.
I love that fun he brings us. I will go see him when I'm gone, before I head to hell to answer for my sins. Please look after him for me, and let me pass the gates to see him one last time, before sending me to hell. Amen.

Ace, my love, Ace.. Rest in peace. I'm sorry you died such way, and couldn't close your eyes.

But with the Lord watching over you, you will never feel pain or hunger again. I love you!!

2011 - 1/3/2012 approx 23:00

Dear Mother Rabbit,

Thank you for the time you spent with us.
Though we are sorry it wasn't the best for you,
I hope you love us like we love you. And will always like we will always.

You are in a better place now. Even sister Erin thinks for you.
Hop around in God's kingdom. With no stress, no fear and no hunger to bugger you.

Watch over your mate and all your babies. Let them lead a healthy life,
in memory of you.

Love you Mother Rabbit. I hope you will come home. We are sorry but we will always love you. We hope you will be happy always.

See you when the time comes.

We Love you.
Jovan & Esther

P/S: God, please look after Mother Rabbit, together with Ah Boy & all the lovely lives that has passed and are with you.Amen.

Rest in peace, Ah Boy. You'll be remembered. You'll be missed.
I'll miss you walking us to the lift. I'll miss you checking in & checking out for meal. I'll miss u battling with Black. I'll miss you Boy.
Now we know you are in a better place. Roam around in Lord's kingdom. Free of strangers, free of vehicles. Just Lord, you, and other lovelies roaming around together with endless happiness.



Rest in peace, Ah Boy. 2006 - 29/12/2011.

and everything will be alright
tell me that
i wont feel a thing
So Give me Novacaine
Don't Wanna Grow Up
Scars are there to remind us that the past is reality

`_name_`
Wan Xiang
`_Date.Of.Birth_`
26th November 1988
`_Date.Of.Death_`
Pending
`_ride_`
Impreza 07

`_Her_`

`_My Sweet Memories_`

`_Still Her_`

`_Chip n Dale_`

`_My Bitter Memories_`

`_Adversity_`

`_Her Smile_`

`_New Gibson Electric Guitar_`

`_Evolution 9_`

`_Legacy STi_`

`_EJ20 Engine_`

`_Prodrive Rims_`

`_VF22 Turbo_`

`_Lotsa Burberry's

`_Seeing Audric_`

`_Someone's Companion to the zoo_`

`_To Feel Love Again_`

`_Everyone's Joviality_`

`_Dry my tears_`

`_By your very hand_`

`_Be holded_`

`_By your very arms_`

If I could get none of above, I wish for a

`_Painless Suicide_`

`_IWANTMYLIFEBACK!_`

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